I can’t believe its November already. I hate how time goes by so fast that you can’t slow it down to enjoy the things and people you have in your life. The reason I say this is that my husband will be deploying at the end of December to the Middle East for 9 months and I’m absolutely dreading the day he leaves. I never did well with goodbyes; especially with the people I love the most. It’s always been very difficult for me.
I suppose the reason I feel the way I do , more now than before, is because I only got 6 months with him from the time we got married. I know we have a lifetime of being together, but I guess I’m selfish and want more time. I want to celebrate our birthdays, our anniversary, and all our special occasions together!
I think the more important aspect of it all is that I’m just going to miss him so much! He’s my husband, my soldier, even my partner in crime 😛 but more importantly, he’s my best friend! Will always be hoping and praying for his safe return home!